I didn't expect to feel lost or lonely this Christmas. I did though. my daughter was here with her husband, but I really still felt very alone.
I was invited to Christmas eve get together with my family, I didn't go because I had family of my own here. things were fine and then, Christmas afternoon I invited my mother over for Christmas dinner. Oddly enough, having her here made me feel all alone. I just don't fit in anymore.
I think I'm just going have to understand that I'm just never going fit in, ever again. maybe that's what growing up is all about.
In any case, I hope everyone have a very merry Christmas.