I haven't heard from my Dr. about the results of the CAT scan, so I'm thinking there was nothing abnormal going on. With the new meds my Dr. gave me last Friday, it took until last Sunday (the 19th) for my head to stop hurting, but the pain returned every day since then. I was headache free most of Thursday afternoon and most of Friday. It was so nice, but I woke up this morning with a brand new headache, pounding its way through the early morning bird song that drifted through my open windows. I tried to relax and ignore it, but it soon made the tweeting sound like a jack-hammer.
I took some of my new meds and stayed in bed for a few more minutes. I thot about my recent therapy session. Actually, I thot about what I said to Mr.S about the CAT scan I was about to have. I told him I knew the machine would not pick up 8 waggling heads, some of them waving to the beams of light that were penetrating my skull, but for some reason, I was afraid I'd be "found out".
Sometimes, when Smoke is struggling with emotions or memories, I get a stabbing pain on the right side of my head. It's a sure sign she's been out - usually. However, I don't really get a headache from any of the others - or maybe it's the same type of pain, in the same place, that all of them create. I don't know.
The pain I'm having now is no where near the right side, exactly, it's all over. I've never had headaches before this except once when I was 18. I was worried I was about to go into a meltdown and I'd be at my Dr. office and they would all SEE, KNOW about my DID. It didn't happen, but it's left me worried, just the same.