You know, finding out just who I am is truly an adventure. People say that all the time, "I need to find myself." Although I haven't set out to do that, it's what I've been discovering recently. I realized it this afternoon as I ate a Bologna and cheese sandwich - well half of one; the other half was just cheese.
When I was little, my mother filled my plate using her adult hunger as a guide to how much she put on my plate - that I've told you about already. She is also anal, or OCP (obsessive compulsive personality). She would NEVER have made a sandwich using half a piece of bologna and a whole piece of cheese. (I only had a half of a piece left). It sounds crazy, I know, but as I put the bread, meat, and cheese together I couldn't help but think about what my mother would have said, or done, about this sandwich. [smiles]
I've been comparing lately how I feel now compared to how I felt just a few years ago. I think I've come a long way from then. Today, I'm peaceful, happy, productive and not switching. It makes me feel so good. It also makes me feel great to know I can make (and eat) a sandwich with half a piece of bologna and a whole piece of cheese! [I have to sing the Bologna song to spell it!] Tee hee. :D
I've been putting away the last of the boxes in my bedroom and office and listening to a great radio station from iTunes: Best of Oldies - SKY.FM. Makes me want to go to a sock hop...
Have a great, fun, and peaceful weekend, y'all.