Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Oh, My

I canceled my therapy appt. for this evening. I really had something else to do. When Mr.S answered the phone and I told him I was canceling, he asked why and I told him. He asked if I'd like to reschedule, but I told him I was leaving town for the next 3 days. He told me he wanted to set up my old day again for sessions but we would keep them to 60-90 minutes.

Whoosh! I was blown away. I don't know why he's doing that. -- I'll find out next Monday afternoon.

7 comments:

Just Be Real said...

Dear one, I think he is doing this because he cares and knows that however long it takes, your healing is important to him. Blessings dear one.

jumpinginpuddles said...

hmmm i could probably guess but ill wait for you to tell us

Ivory said...

JBR,
Yes, I'm sure he cares, but at times like the last week, I also think he feels stuck with me. He knows I have no one else to go to. That is an awful way to feel.

JIP,
You have totally peaked my curiosity! I'll let you know.

Paul from Mind Parts said...

I am anxious to know too...

Kate said...

Hi Ivory,

I think that saying this over the phone was not the appropriate thing for him to say to you, especially since you are going to be gone for days and will psssibly think about it for that time away. Not the best possible way to present something to you. I don't know what he thinks or feels, or what his rational deliberations on this, but he could have handled this much better.

Good and healing thoughts to you.

Kate

Ivory said...

Kate,
Thanks for the encouragement. I'm wondering if he was trying to make me feel better by telling me it over the phone. In all honesty, I turned into myself at the end of my last session after his big announcement and I told him I wanted to go home. He asked what I was thinking because he could tell I was upset. I told him it felt like abandonment and I left. I was still crying when I left, so maybe he realized he'd handled it all wrong. I was actually surprised at my reaction but then he thot it was the littles being too close and getting upset - I really am just guessing at some of this.

Kate said...

Hi Ivory,

I hope that he can clarify some of this and you can tell him how you are feeling as well, if you want to. Good and healing thoughts to you.

Kate